Want to know one of the best things in my world at the moment? Having clean hair, not up in some crazy pony on top of my head. Thank you so much to my sister for this. I wish I could say I felt like a whole new person, but at least now I am a person with clean hair. Pretty sure my Sister should just move in permanently full time to take care of J and Apollo and to be my personal hairwasher. 
I feel slightly better most days, moving a little more, but not so much that Nate yells at me to stop. 😀. I don’t know what I would do without him. He is my rock, making sure I take my meds, feeds me at random times when I am hungry, turns on my diffuser and even puts lotion on my hands every night. He hates lotion. While there are still many challenges and we have a long road ahead, I feel like I can see a little light at the end of this first tunnel. Now I am going to nap. I have become the Queen of 4 hour naps. Thank you everyone for the cards, texts, flowers and support. I am so very lucky.